The absolute stillness and serenity not a rustle of the lone leaf...

Just a natural calm of being with the almighty

A loneliness I so wish to savor for unending miles

No worries of living the monotony

No fears of loosing the beloveds

For now I am one with all

Love for the truths of the Creator have made me live with the mirages of life

And yet this feeling is one no religion is empowered to bless me, nor prayer

For it is absolute and untouched with man-made agonies

It is a desire to give love

to myself and to those who give love to me...

Sitting on the riverbed in tranquility

for now it has been deprived of he unmatched beauty of the waters swift and clean...

Letting the feeling of total solitude embalm me....

with a peace that i have been yearning for the decades i have been on this earth...

I experience the joy of satiating a thirst that no material attributes have ever satisfied or can even vie of fulfilling...

The sadness of moving on into the life that I live is ever present but for this moment I am only mine....No longer there shall be the nightmares seeping in my brain for now I know how to love the pain...!!!

THe confusion we call life

They say being at peace is an inner feeling...but how can we feel inside when there is so much noise outside that shuts off our conscience?

Idiotcisms and care for others opinion's and pity for ourselves...thats what our lives have become.

Now you may think that this is some dumb crap written by an insane idiot but just think deeply and you shall agree to what i say. Though i go through this every single day, its still hard to come to terms with it often. Being lost in the perpetual monotony of our lives makes us puppets at the hands of time and money.

And when one thinks of getting away from it all, they turn to smoking, alcohol drugs. They say stuff like these offer, but temporary relief. so what if its temporary? IT IS relief AT LEAST! Then again, addiction to them leads to ruin. So is there no way out of this mess? Confusion reigns supreme in our lives today. Work, Studies, Family, Friends, Soul Mate, all of them demand our time.